HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!

Hope you guys have a good day.

As for me,

I am all alone at home.

Someone I want

is playing so damn hard to get.

I'm kind of tired of it

and I'm not even sure whether he's even worth it.

I feel so much like telling how I feel about him

but I wouldn't want to risk anything.

It'll hurt and I know how badly it'll be.

It suck to like someone

when they don't feel the same about you.

I'm trying so hard to fill in my time

so that I wouldn't think about him.

I have nothing else to do

but to watch Gossip Girl.

How pathetic am I?

I'm really stressed out.

I even thought of smoking

but yeah,

I don't want to do it.

Because I know it does no effect to my body.

I'm not even addicted to cigarettes.

but, am addicted to him.

He makes up my day

and he can destroy it in just a second.

I know he has that power to do so.

I don't even have the courage to tell him

" HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY! "

Such a coward.

Oh God,

I'm saying way too much here.

Should probably just stop here.

One small note for him :

You should know that I like you, okay?

It's so obvious that I do!

You know who you are.

Please, I beg you.

Do not play so hard to get.

You know how muchI want you,

H.